Momento mori ♥

mood: mixture of idk. ._.

hello peeps.

settled down.

after this post, i shall continue with LCD.

and then DNP.

looking fwd to next week, bcus it's sem break yay~

spent ytd with dear.

walked Bugis Street with him and sis.

showed him th pants i rlly wanted and was dying to buy.

but i nvr got it bcus i couldn't make up my mind. D:

as we looked ard, dear said that he would like to see me with makeup.

eyeliner and stuffs.

he said some makeup will bring out th niceness of th clothing one wears.

that, i know bcus i'm a girl myself.

except, i'm not as pro as th other girls.

one stroke only and they are done with eyeliner.

watching th tutorials they made on YouTube demotivates me. :/

th truth is, i'm never th makeup kind of girl.

i prefer being natural.

firstly, makeup takes up alot of time (for me).

i'm not skilled with it.

i got no affinity with fake lashes damn it.

they are so difficult to put on.

secondly, makeup hides my true self.

idk, that's what i think.

actually, only ugly ppl put on makeup.

it just feels fake.

thirdly, it's expensive.

cheap cosmetics are not good.

can spoil your face.

but, despite all these bad things abt makeup, i still want to put on.

bcus dear wanted to see.

and, i kinda don't want to disappoint him.

i know i'm not pretty.

i'm not beautiful.

but i want to.

i mean, which girl doesn't. >:

i need more time.

please just let me to successful with lashes.

haiz.

oh yes, we had a discovery at Far East ytd.

adniubciqufb so happy. xD

we found th shoes tht dear wanted very very badly.

but, he didn't have enough cash with him then.

and, th damn atm machine broke down so he couldn't draw money.

but now we know they sell.

looking at how happy dear was ytd, i felt happy too.

let's just hope i can save up enough to buy it for him. (:

shave money shave money shave money. >:3

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Wednesday, August 17, 2011 ♥ -Natural; being myself- ♥Fraudulent. weather: you know it. mood: mixture of idk. ._. hello peeps. settled down. after this post, i shall continue with LCD. and then DNP. looking fwd to next week, bcus it's sem break yay~ spent ytd with dear. walked Bugis Street with him and sis. showed him th pants i rlly wanted and was dying to buy. but i nvr got it bcus i couldn't make up my mind. D: as we looked ard, dear said that he would like to see me with makeup. eyeliner and stuffs. he said some makeup will bring out th niceness of th clothing one wears. that, i know bcus i'm a girl myself. except, i'm not as pro as th other girls. one stroke only and they are done with eyeliner. watching th tutorials they made on YouTube demotivates me. :/ th truth is, i'm never th makeup kind of girl. i prefer being natural. firstly, makeup takes up alot of time (for me). i'm not skilled with it. i got no affinity with fake lashes damn it. they are so difficult to put on. secondly, makeup hides my true self. idk, that's what i think. actually, only ugly ppl put on makeup. it just feels fake. thirdly, it's expensive. cheap cosmetics are not good. can spoil your face. but, despite all these bad things abt makeup, i still want to put on. bcus dear wanted to see. and, i kinda don't want to disappoint him. i know i'm not pretty. i'm not beautiful. but i want to. i mean, which girl doesn't. >: i need more time. please just let me to successful with lashes. haiz. oh yes, we had a discovery at Far East ytd. adniubciqufb so happy. xD we found th shoes tht dear wanted very very badly. but, he didn't have enough cash with him then. and, th damn atm machine broke down so he couldn't draw money. but now we know they sell. looking at how happy dear was ytd, i felt happy too. let's just hope i can save up enough to buy it for him. (: shave money shave money shave money. >:3 ♥それだけ。 @ 9:35 PM