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this lady. I'm a cat with nine lives, but only one story to tell. Rebecca Lo. Singaporean and not proud of it. Ngee Ann Polytechnic student year 3. A3DA class 01; 3D Animation. NP JTC Taiko member aiming for Tenko. Anime lover. Rilakkuma fever. Purple madness. Hardcore Sixth Gun. \m/ In a mess.	replay. Rebecca Lo Create Your Badge
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Wednesday, August 24, 2011 ♥ -Sometimes; just that- ♥Reverie. weather: for once, IT'S A BRIGHT AFTERNOON LOL. mood: kinda emo. :/ wheeee. time to blog again. been 4 days since my last blog post. getting lazy le hahaha. xD today's title. erm, i'm just trying to be sophisticated LOL. it just came to my mind. thought it was cool so, tadaaaa. xD but actually, it isn't totally a bullshit title lah. sometimes, that's what i always think of. yup, "sometimes". sometimes, i just wished i had better lungs. th medicine and stuffs to control asthma are expensive. if i had healthier lungs, we will have more money. then my family and friends and dear can stop worrying over me. i can throw away my inhaler. drink milo like nobody's business. do things that an asthmatic person nvr gets to do. sometimes, just that. but i know it ain't gonna happen. sometimes, i just wished for a better family. a father who is less restrictive. a mother who is more supportive. and siblings who can be more understanding. there's no mutual respect at all in this house. i'm 17, not 7. i can think, i have my own mind. one day, this caged bird will fly out from her cage. and she might never come back again. what's th point of staying in a family with no trust and respect? sometimes, i just wished i could be a better girlfriend for dear. no, i wished that all th time. whenever he's having problems, i can't do anything. idk how to help him.. only thing i can do now is to think of ways to relax his complicated mind. he's been losing sleep. D: it's worrying me, seeing him so tired. Sept is coming, which means th gundam competition is nearing. dear will have no time for me, but i guess that's alright. just that my left hand will be a little lonely. and now that he is officially part of Tenko, i'll be seeing him lesser in th future. but it's happy to hear tht he has gotten into th main troupe. :D sometimes, looking back, i'm quite glad tht my ex ditched me. if he didn't, i won't have met dear. (: somehow, they feel so similar, and yet so different. my ex also mentioned that my left hand was more comfortable to hold. and th feeling of how my ex used to kiss me on th cheek. it's just different from being kissed on th forehead. though both are kisses. and lol i need to get lashes before 3rd Sept. time to hunt for cheap ones. but there's no pasar malam recently. ;A; pfft. i love you. and it will always remain this way. (: ♥それだけ。 @ 11:09 AM