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this lady. I'm a cat with nine lives, but only one story to tell. Rebecca Lo. Singaporean and not proud of it. Ngee Ann Polytechnic student year 3. A3DA class 01; 3D Animation. NP JTC Taiko member aiming for Tenko. Anime lover. Rilakkuma fever. Purple madness. Hardcore Sixth Gun. \m/ In a mess.	replay. Rebecca Lo Create Your Badge
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Thursday, September 22, 2011 ♥ -Hesitation- ♥Vacillation. weather: dark night. mood: stressed. can't sleep. :/ so i decided to blog. the time has come. today was the voting day (lol) for head of Taiko club. i voted my sensei. not bcus he's my sensei and i'm bias or what. i just felt tht he has got more potential for this position. Tristan was initially my choice, but i chose sensei over him. reason being, Tristan is too soft spoken. he doesn't have that voice which demands. i mean, a semi-demanding characteristic is what a leader shld have. but Tristan.. he's just too shy. and so, having voted, hope sensei will become the head. hope my instincts won't be wrong too, that sensei will be a good leader. anyway, had a talk over the phone with dear just nw. topic: about quitting JTC Taiko. well.. let's just say, i'm hesitating. as time passes, we start to become closer tgt. telling me to leave now, i just can't bear to. but, time is running short. i have to make a decision soon. eventually, i will have to quit. how Shi Ning described this Jeffrey guy just didn't appeal to me. and going to Tenko is what i want to achieve for nw. archery, cosplay, all those were once CCAs that i liked. if i were to continue archery, i need a new bow. new bow=money. cosplay uhhh, means lots of money, enough said. ballet.. if only NP has it. even if NP has a ballet CCA, my foot will screw things up. so, you can say i've devoted myself to Taiko. i just want to continue and work hard in this CCA. but, staying in JTC Taiko will bring me nowhere. therefore, Tenko is my target. but.. my emotions just got the better of me. how do i break to Shi Ning they all that i want to quit? 這樣，覺得很對不起他們。可是，如果再不退出，日逐一日，感情會更深。到時候，想退出就更加難了。怎麼辦？沒時間給我繼續拖下去了。但是，我做不出決定。 another problem arises. mum, she's going back on her words. "Taiko is a waste of time and energy." indirectly, i feel like she's trying to disapprove me frm joining Tenko. mum just doesn't understand the joy Taiko has given me. ♥それだけ。 @ 2:16 AM