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Friday, September 9, 2011 ♥ -Tears that will never go away-
♥Tears.
weather: dark sky.
mood: neutral, abit sad that is.
listening to: Hikari no Kata e; KOKIAyesterday was our one month together. though there wasn't much to do when we were out. though there wasn't any surprises from him. ... i enjoyed it, i truly did. (: in fact, i enjoy every minute when i'm with him. at the beach, dear asked me how i felt about his busy schedule. actually, i didn't want to mention anything about it. bcus when he did.. that feeling i try to forget just came back. the feeling of being neglected. he didn't really neglect me.. just that, the feeling comes naturally. and the tears, they just won't go away. it's like, why the hell am i crying? not like he's going for NS the next day. not like we are gonna break up or anything. he's just getting busier, that's all. but despite shunning all these thoughts, i'm still crying. She will be completely devoted and loyal to you in a relationship. Still, if it doesn't seem to be working, she will severe all the ties and become as cold as the North Pole. Virgo women's characteristics profile is an odd mix of emotions and practicality, romance and common sense. When they fall in love, they show such extreme passion that only few other women can. that's the astrology description of a Virgo woman. after reading this.. is that the reason for the feeling of negligence? i can't be sure. but i believe in him. this will be the last relationship i will ever involve myself in. i dare swear upon all that i have. ahhhh, feels so good to dance abit on my toes just now. even if it's just for awhile. dammit forgot how to Pirouette LOL. long rest from ballet, now like toes can't support body weight. heng still can do abit of Echappe. felt quite sad when Dear said i was a fail ballerina ytd. not like i wanted to quit ballet halfway. i injured a part of the bones in my right foot. i can't remember, but i think it's somewhere near the toes. when i bend my foot downwards, my bone will auto dislocate. sounds scary, but it happened. until now, still, and it's damn painful. that's why, i never got to continue with ballet. my mum discouraged me too, in fear of me screwing up my foot bones even more. yup, so.. i was forced to give up on ballet. a ballerina with a screwed-up foot, is a fail ballerina.
♥それだけ。 @ 4:50 AM
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