Take my breath away
Au revoir
this lady.
I'm a cat with nine lives, but only one story to tell.
Rebecca Lo.
Singaporean and not proud of it.
Ngee Ann Polytechnic student year 3.
A3DA class 01; 3D Animation.
NP JTC Taiko member aiming for Tenko.
Anime lover.
Rilakkuma fever.
Purple madness.
Hardcore Sixth Gun. \m/
In a mess.
replay.
Create Your Badge
Twitter
escapes.
Blogger♥
Li Wei (:
the GazettE official site♥
Alice Nine official site♥
Spiv States official site♥
THE KIDDIE official site♥
MUCC official site♥
MIYAVI official site♥
Shou/Alice Nine♥
Hiroto/Alice Nine♥
Jun/Spiv States♥
Satoshi/Girugamesh♥
Rilakkuma official site♥
No one else.
convos.
Tuesday, October 11, 2011 ♥
-Let go?-
♥Relinquish.
weather: late late night.
mood: fcked up. :/
listening to: noisy fan sound.
weather: late late night.
mood: fcked up. :/
listening to: noisy fan sound.
hi.
actually, wasn't intending to blog today.
but oh well.
at times like this, i rlly need to blog.
"let go", two words, many different meanings.
letting go someone you love.
letting go a passion, a dream you've been pursuing.
letting go all hope.
...
2 years ago.
100209, it started.
what i thought would be my forever.
until 180709, forever was gone forever.
"there is no such thing as forever."
that was what the school counsellor told me.
yes, there isn't.
and since then.. i decided.
never to fall in love again.
closed my heart.
bcus.. you are just too difficult for me to let go.
even though i said, i had forgotten you.
but deep down, i knew my heart hadn't.
i couldn't let go of you.
for all those years.
until recently, i somehow.. met this guy.
for some reason, he opened my heart. (:
and only then could i truly say, i had let go of you.
Daron,
if you are reading my blog, thanks.
thanks for breaking up with me 2 years back.
i loved you once, and it was enough.
i had let go of you.
but please, let go of me too.
stop using me as an excuse to break up with your gf(s).
Vivianne told me a few days ago already.
i knew what happened, so, please.
last time Natalie also the same thing.
don't taint my name can.
"Rebecca" is my name, not a breakup tool.
had a phone conv with dear just now.
he finished training and called me.
and he reminded me of the dilemma.
Tenko or JTC Taiko.
it's so hard to choose.
Tenko; i let go of JTC Taiko.
JTC Taiko; i let go of Tenko for now.
both are my passion.
letting go of either one, is just painful.
really.
about a week left to decide.
but the thing is..
argh. ):
yes.
family still arguing.
i'm letting go of hope soon.
been hoping for a better situation.
but apparently, it kinda worsened.
it's a freezing war now, between mum and dad.
just stop arguing.
fml.
...
shoulder.
or, wicker table. (:
♥それだけ。
@ 2:54 AM
@ 2:54 AM