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Wednesday, October 5, 2011 ♥ -Those bonds; stronger we get-
♥Nexus.
weather: bright sunny morning.
mood: tired.
listening to: Coward Montblanc; GUMI.camp over, 3 days ago. had alot of fun with my camp group. got more friends on fb le. now JTC feels much more bonded. the same for us JTC Taiko club ppl too. the bonds between us are getting stronger. so strong that it's becoming unbreakable. ytd night, as usual, had a chat with Sensei. he asked me a qn, a sentence so full of feelings. "if you quit JTC Taiko, will you still be friends with us?" of course i do, that goes without saying. but after hearing his question, my determination began to waver. my determination to quit JTC Taiko club to join Tenko. i treat all the JTC Taiko people as my family. bcus we are all ppl having the same interest and passion. i can't bear to leave them. at the same time, i want to go into Tenko. 鱼与熊掌,不可兼得 i have to choose between JTC Taiko club and Tenko. and there is no time alrdy. during those 3 days in camp, not just us Taiko-ians bonded. me and dear also had some bonding lol. sharing beds tgt, being held in his warm arms as we slept. made me feel closer to him as well. but when i heard, he had given away his first kiss to his ex.. i couldn't deny the fact that i'm jealous, for abit. :/ when i was still with B, we didn't even kiss. though we spent 6 months tgt. hahaha, how stupid. forget it, it was in the past anyway. NS is coming for him.. soon. 3 months of absolutely zero communication. don't worry dear, i won't ever leave you. i will only belong to you and no one else. from the day we were tgt, it has been this way. unless there's a better reason.. i will be with you forever. i'm stuck with you for good. idw us to go through the same ending as me and B. 6 months, 说分就分 ... the bitch found a new boyf. not as good looking as the last one. piercings here and there like everywhere. smokes, drinks, have frequent dates with police. doesn't look like a decent guy to me. but i hope they still last long tgt. i mean, it's her 6th boyf alrdy, if i'm nt wrong. not that i'm a stalker. she just happened to be all over my newsfeed lol. oh well. :/
♥それだけ。 @ 10:24 AM
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