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this lady. I'm a cat with nine lives, but only one story to tell. Rebecca Lo. Singaporean and not proud of it. Ngee Ann Polytechnic student year 3. A3DA class 01; 3D Animation. NP JTC Taiko member aiming for Tenko. Anime lover. Rilakkuma fever. Purple madness. Hardcore Sixth Gun. \m/ In a mess.	replay. Rebecca Lo Create Your Badge
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Wednesday, November 2, 2011 ♥ -Afterthoughts- ♥Esprit d'escalier. (<-this is damn cool LOL) weather: night, or should i say morning. :/ mood: tumbling, mixing, wobbling, TIRED. listening to: Spiritual garden; Yukari Tamura ahhhh. finished part of my homework. shall chiong the rest later. now, take a short break. decided to blog. since i'm like.. thinking again. better pen down my thoughts. skyped with Dear just now. talked about a lot of things. eventually, he mentioned my recent fb status. i knew he would ask. and i knew, i wouldn't be able to answer. but now, i think i know. it's scary. how he works towards perfection. and that i'm far from perfection. he's got everything girls usually look for in a boyf. talents, intelligence, looks, charisma. me? i have none of those. far from talented, far from intelligent. far from pretty and far from charismatic. that's why i worry. you've got so many choices. but why me? when you know that i'm far from any of those. well, love is unconditional they say. then again.. i feel like the grass beside the flower. hope this feeling will go away soon. i need to become someone that you can rely on too. and not just me relying on you all the while. Dear, if you are reading this.. yes, i was jealous at that point in time. and i reckon that this emotion was normal. you pinky promised me that it wouldn't happen again. and now i know why i didn't pinky back the promise. i was happy you made that promise. but, it would be unfair to you. i was jealous, but i had nothing against you having two other girls to help you out for Hannya. they don't contradict. jealous doesn't mean i don't ever want them over at your house anymore, or helping you out in other situations. that's just selfishness, really. it's just like, having you to tell me not to acknowledge Ben as my bass teacher. i could go to you, and i've got another girl-friend who learns bass too. just that, i'm not that close to her nowadays. ya, i have other alternatives as well. but, you didn't like, make me promise you to stop learning bass from Ben. it will be very very unfair to you. trust is important in a r/s. therefore, i will trust you wholeheartedly. got my thoughts all worked out somehow. and now, back to character design. why the hell do we need to draw food characters btw. ._. stupid tamatoes, so difficult to draw facial expressions on them. bahhhh. ♥それだけ。 @ 2:55 AM