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Take my breath away


Au revoir

this lady.

I'm a cat with nine lives, but only one story to tell.

Rebecca Lo.
Singaporean and not proud of it.
Ngee Ann Polytechnic student year 3.
A3DA class 01; 3D Animation.
NP JTC Taiko member aiming for Tenko.

Anime lover. Rilakkuma fever.
Purple madness.
Hardcore Sixth Gun. \m/

In a mess.

replay.

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Sunday, November 20, 2011 ♥


-Meaning behind everything-

Adumbrate.

weather: cloudy afternoon.
mood: like a washing machine, not a g6. 
listening to: Aoi Shiori; Galileo Galilei.

a lot happened in just this month.
the "earthquake" on 10.11.11 (lol).
it was a big argument, a pretty bad one too.
though it was solved, it still remained as a scar in my heart.
hurting every now and then.
but, the pain acts as a reminder to the mistake in our r/s.
it constantly keeps us aware of the reason we got hurt,
just so that we won't err again.
time will slowly heal this wound.
after the "earthquake", comes the small tremors.
the little things that happened which shook our r/s,
so much that it gave me insecurity and fear.
however, i have a good boyfriend.
no.. the best boyfriend, to me.
someone who is ever so forgiving.
someone who is ever so loving.
someone who is ever so gentle.
giving me all the reassurance, making me feel secured once more.
this guy, who has given me so much love, what more can i ask for?
i find myself lucky, and very fortunate. 
maybe, it's just me, being paranoid and all.
i like what Wan yi said.
one of her status update in fb:
"Possessive, insecure, too emotional.
Step outside your mess of emotions and looks at the whole picture first."


there is a meaning behind every argument.
it's just how we perceive it.
所謂,無風不起浪
without the wind, there will be no storm.
everything happens for a reason, with a meaning.
and i understood the meaning of each of our small tiffs.
also, vague words carry the deepest meaning.
it can mean this way, but it can possibly mean the other.
there is also a meaning behind my persistent, stubborn character.
i'm trying my best to change for the better.
but living like this 17 years..
strongly believing in the meaning of my persistence and stubbornness..
it's difficult to change this way of living.
nevertheless, i will.

behind the fool's words, there lies a deep meaning.
we may speak in simple terms, but everything means something.
we have simple minds, but our thoughts have deep meaning to us.
stupidity isn't a problem, it's not incurable either.
idk but.. why?
i'm disappointed in him.
or maybe, it is fake info, not straight from the horse's mouth.
but still, reading it made me upset.
not like stupid people chose to be stupid.
stupid is not a nice word.
we are just, more simple in our thinking.
dear, it's not about you, don't worry. (:

to the person who looks down on me just bcus i've never used a tablet before,
listen carefully now.
the loser with no tablet background (LOL) will surpass you. D:<
 just watch me.


♥それだけ。
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