Take my breath away
Au revoir
this lady.
I'm a cat with nine lives, but only one story to tell.
Rebecca Lo.
Singaporean and not proud of it.
Ngee Ann Polytechnic student year 3.
A3DA class 01; 3D Animation.
NP JTC Taiko member aiming for Tenko.
Anime lover.
Rilakkuma fever.
Purple madness.
Hardcore Sixth Gun. \m/
In a mess.
replay.
Create Your Badge
Twitter
escapes.
Blogger♥
Li Wei (:
the GazettE official site♥
Alice Nine official site♥
Spiv States official site♥
THE KIDDIE official site♥
MUCC official site♥
MIYAVI official site♥
Shou/Alice Nine♥
Hiroto/Alice Nine♥
Jun/Spiv States♥
Satoshi/Girugamesh♥
Rilakkuma official site♥
No one else.
convos.
Friday, November 25, 2011 ♥
To my dearestest,
remember the time when we first met?
about 5, 6 months ago, we were still strangers.
completely oblivious about each other's life.
i hated you, and as for you, i didn't know how you viewed me back then.
but actually, from the start, i alrdy liked you.
from the moment i left the music studio, there was this unusual emotion.
couldn't really explain what emotion was it that time.
though i hated you.. but this familiar yet peculiar feeling stayed on.
i should be like "oh yay don't have to see you again".
but in fact, i was like "when will i see you again?" instead.
such contradiction, but, meh. xD
a few weeks later, fate let us meet again.
one fine night, outside Takashimaya.
a silent attack, from the back. -.-
until now, you haven't changed a bit, hahaha.
you, who is always so full of surprises.
forever trolling, with all the bullshit and randomness.
when i turned around and i see you, i was shocked.
somehow, i still had a strong feeling of hatred for you lol.
but, i couldn't deny the fact that i was happy i got to see you.
after that day, i added you on fb.
almost every night, we chatted with each other.
i found out that.. you are actually a pretty nice guy.
just that your trolling is omfg limitless with no boundaries lol.
but, i kinda like.. (coughcough) being trolled, by you that is. ._.
and each time after our conversation, i grew fonder of you.
although some parts of my heart still secretly hated you, a little.
i just couldn't bring myself to hate you wholeheartedly lol.
i mean, i felt more than just that forever trolling and optimistic attitude of yours.
soon after, you asked me to go watch your performance with Tenko.
after watching you perform, i was attracted by you.
my heart decided to like you more.
that day, we took the same train, on the same route home.
we had a rather casual conversation, it was quite nice.
i realized, after talking to you like that, you are a gentle person.
a matured, humorous and straight-forward guy.
from there, i knew that there was more to you.
it was then that i decided to read your blog, and i was right.
i found out more about you, not just how you look/act on the surface.
my heart softened, it's almost impossible for me to hate you.
subsequently, i started to stalk your blog every 3-4 days.
you didn't update your blog for a long time.
until when you did and i read it, i was pretty much excited.
but at the same time, i was suspecting your post.
somehow, i had a wild guess that the girl you talked about in that post was me.
i couldn't really confirm my assumption though.
and i dropped my hopes when you told me it was a girl in Tenko.
or rather, a girl who is going to be in Tenko someday.
i thought i was hoping against the impossible.
i wasn't sure whether was it God who heard my prayers, or fate.
the girl turned out to be me.
i knew before you even confessed to me.
at a point, it became seemingly obvious.
before the day of confession, i thought i was well prepared to hear it.
still, my reaction was quite a fail, i wasn't prepared at all lol.
i didn't want to hesitate, i wanted to be with you.
i wanted to answer, "yes" straightaway.
but, i had no confidence, i knew i wasn't good enough for you.
i was puzzled at first why you even liked me.
all had been explained now. (:
and so, in a strange but simple, fate-tied way, we are tgt.
seriously, i still think it was a miracle we became a couple.
once, i was still calling you senpai.
now, i'm calling you dear, hahaha. xD
and you know i mean it when i say i have the best boyfriend in the world.
nobody's cool enough to overtake his position in my heart, meh~
i love you, dear.
forever and always. <3
you are the only one who can give me this kind of feeling.
4 months already, but the feeling of when we first love each other remains.
sometimes i will be selfish, sometimes i will be jealous.
sometimes i will overreact, and kick up a fuss about things.
but these emotions are all out of concern, i hope you'll understand.
i will change my sensitivity and inexpressive character in this r/s.
meow~ (=^・ｪ･^=)/ﾊﾞｲﾊﾞｲﾆｬｧ---ﾝ
Love,
Mistress of this blog,
Girlfriend of my dearestest,
Owner of the Epinephelus. <3
♥それだけ。
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