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Take my breath away


Au revoir

this lady.

I'm a cat with nine lives, but only one story to tell.

Rebecca Lo.
Singaporean and not proud of it.
Ngee Ann Polytechnic student year 3.
A3DA class 01; 3D Animation.
NP JTC Taiko member aiming for Tenko.

Anime lover. Rilakkuma fever.
Purple madness.
Hardcore Sixth Gun. \m/

In a mess.

replay.

Rebecca Lo

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convos.

Saturday, January 21, 2012 ♥


bcus i've closed my heart.
that's why.
i figured, i can never change.
no, rather, i tried making the effort, but it wasn't appreciated.
it's who i am, like who you are.
if i tell you, you are too extrovert, i'm jealous with you talking to all the girls.
will you change?
perhaps you can, but it won't be easy, no?
likewise, you told me i'm too introvert.
i keep things to myself.
i don't take initiatives whatever.
but that's me.
i can change, but this is how i am, for 17 years.
months cannot change it, but i'm willing to.
i'm still trying.
but.. what's the point now?
i'm changing for no one. 

what do you want me to do?
call you and talk till the middle of the night?
text you like i used to?
it just feels different from before.
and even so, even if i change, the fact wouldn't change.
like i told you, during those times, i really want you to talk to me first.
bcus i still love how your trollness takes away all the sadness in me.
temporarily.

i've stop believing in miracles, it's just naive.
you are sad, but what about me?
day 21, i still cry when i look at the message in Kubi's pocket.
still waking up from dreams with you in them.
but i know now, we can never be more than friends.
why feel sad?
you got rid of the girl who was not your best.
while i, was gotten rid by the guy who is still my best.
yes, don't care what i say.
you don't have a reason to care anymore, no?



♥それだけ。
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