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this lady. I'm a cat with nine lives, but only one story to tell. Rebecca Lo. Singaporean and not proud of it. Ngee Ann Polytechnic student year 3. A3DA class 01; 3D Animation. NP JTC Taiko member aiming for Tenko. Anime lover. Rilakkuma fever. Purple madness. Hardcore Sixth Gun. \m/ In a mess.	replay. Rebecca Lo Create Your Badge
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Monday, January 9, 2012 ♥ finally you've blogged. i used to think you would not be like those other guys. honestly it pains me to see that the person I cnt let go has alrdy let go of me. that's right, i'm not fine at all. you say i'm immature but this is me. this is me, tired of believing guys who tell me to open my heart and let them heal my scars. lies. but yet, i still choose to keep that photo as my lock screen wallpaper. yet i rather you be the pain that i rmb, than the love i try to forget. don't call me immature just bcus I write these things. why don't you try understanding things from this girl who treats him like her forever, who treats 5 months like 5 years, who chooses to open her heart to a possibility of being broken? do you know how painful it is to pick myself up? it's definitely more painful than fucking asthma. everytime i try, i fail. you think i don't wanna pick myself up? i really hate you. but you know what i'll always say. i may be living life for my family, friends, for Taiko. but in the end i find out, i'm still like, living for you. i have only one thing to ask of you. just lemme continue to love you secretly, like i used to. you can call it stupid, one sided, naive, immature whatever. but just, let me. and just stay as my best friend, my senpai. i may be throwing myself into sadness and all that shit. i may be saying i want to be alone. but that's not it. i want you to continue to treat me like a friend. that's all i ever want from you for nw. sorry if i made you feel like a jerk. but those are my true feelings. just rmb you will always be considered the best guy for me. and bcus of you, you bring up all the qualities i look for in a boyfriend. you tell me lah unless i clone you, how cn i find another guy like you? like i'll find someone here who can pull off those epic clothing like you. -.- next life le lah zzz. anyway, really really, thank you for the 5 months. fyi, i'm just gonna still disturb you like some annoying si kina. Ah Ben called me that bcus of my hairstyle. and i'm gonna pester you to help me style my hairrrrr. D: "love is such a beautiful thing." ya right. i'll choose to stay single like Uruha. \m/ ♥それだけ。 @ 2:05 AM