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this lady. I'm a cat with nine lives, but only one story to tell. Rebecca Lo. Singaporean and not proud of it. Ngee Ann Polytechnic student year 3. A3DA class 01; 3D Animation. NP JTC Taiko member aiming for Tenko. Anime lover. Rilakkuma fever. Purple madness. Hardcore Sixth Gun. \m/ In a mess.	replay. Rebecca Lo Create Your Badge
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Sunday, January 22, 2012 ♥ that was a nice chat we had. but nothing will change the fact that i still have this hell lot of feelings for you. i'm trying hard to treat you as a best friend. but deep down in my heart, i still take you as my best guy. my heart is closed, shut tight. idk when will it open up again. prolly, only you hold the key to it. or some other guy that has similar attributes as you. if not, it will be closed forever. only in you do i believe in true love and miracles. but now i don't believe in anybody, not even myself. and like i always said, even if i fall again into the stupid trap of love, my feelings for you will remain strong for as long as i live. it's one of those 12 promises, i will love you for as long as i live. it's up to you, whether you wanna remember it. i can change in whatever ways you want me to. talk more, express more, show more actions, can. but to change my feelings for you, sorry, i can't do it. you can say it's immature, but to me, it's all part of growing up. and even if i have matured, these feelings stay on. yes, the future cannot be seen. yet some, can already be predicted. you told me not to give out the verdict so soon. you yourself gave out the verdict to end our r/s. isn't that so? so, i know very well that, i can never stop having feelings for you. moving on, it's a must, but it's a struggle, an uphill battle. and for my health, i take as much precaution as possible. but i cnt guarantee it will get better.. i might just die one day, who knows. but till then, i will live my life to the fullest. fulfilling my goals, dreams and passion. and of course, continue loving you, though one sided, till that day arrives. i'm not scared of death. i'm just scared afraid of leaving each and everyone of you. that kind of life after death that.. i don't get to see any of you anymore. but now, i'm still alive, i will treasure my life. my friends and family keep me going. and you, make my life worthwhile. ♥それだけ。 @ 2:34 AM