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Wednesday, February 22, 2012 ♥ Dear bro, <-lol another letter. idk if you are reading this. but i know, eventually, you will. in case you don't know, from time to time, i do read your blog. it just so happened that, i had this feeling to read it today. there i came across your new post. no, it's not you that is not good enough. everybody has their strengths and weaknesses. it's me, the problem lies with me. because of him, i've become like this. i'm not pushing any fault to anyone. but, i've changed, this time round. i know, acting this way made you sad. in fact, it made a lot of people sad. i know. but, i choose to suffer alone. you guys don't have to come into my abyss. you will just drown. i've been alone in it before, and now i'm back here. please, let me be in my own world. don't let my life affect yours. that, i ask of you. applies to anyone, not just you. those hands are forever there, outreached, to pull me back up. i chose not to rely on them, to ignore them. i know, that in this world, there are many more. them, they, it. but in my world, i see only him. even if he's moving on without thinking of me. his presence has always been there, somehow. this presence that no one can ever replace. even after 9, 19, 29, 39, 49 years. i'm thankful for yesterday. i have a friend who was willing to spend time to make me happy. he told me, he knew that i wasn't truly happy. maybe just putting up a show so as not to disappoint him. but he said he was glad that at least i smiled. and there might be this 1% in my fake smiles, a smile that is a real one. thank you Li wei. but, i'm more thankful, to have a brother. a brother who dotes on me so much. who will never give up on me. whom i know, has been trying so hard to make me happy. thank you. From, Rebecca.
♥それだけ。 @ 1:52 PM
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