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Sunday, February 12, 2012 ♥ i did some serious thinking again.. i need to be stronger. i must be stronger. "knock me down seven times, and i will stand up eight times." life is a journey, many unknowns and adventures await. whatever happens, it is not within our control. first few years of my life.. i walked with my parents. then, i started to walk alone on my journey. until i met my first guy, we walked tgt. then.. we met Cerberus in our journey. it ate him up, and he was gone. i was sad, heartbroken. but i continued my journey. few years down the road, i met you. and, we were on this journey. we survived 5 epic months tgt. you were the best guy i ever had on this journey. but.. one day, you knocked me down. i expected you to turn your back against me. but i didn't know you pushed me down so hard. you continue walking down the road. but i am injured so badly that, i cnt move on. i will be stuck here forever. those scars cannot be healed without the right treatment. all i did was sit on the ground and look at your distant back view. you have walked so far, i'm still at where you left me. now, i just wanna stand up. it's better than sitting down. i'll stand up, and watch your back from here. slowly, i will walk, though it's painful and i'm doing it alone. then, i will catch up with you. we cannot walk together anymore, so i will walk forward. and i'll continue walking so i can put you behind. let fate decide who i will meet again in my journey. maybe i will be forever alone. maybe i'll just get a puppy, nurture him into a fine dog like he's my child. watch him grow old, and love him forever. a dog is a good company for lonely people. but in the end, the person i love most, will always be you. so now.. even though i cannot move on yet, i will stand up. i will watch you from afar. i will smile, even though it's fake, even though i'm in tears. i'll be strong. and i will try not to cry, bcus i want to be able to see you clearly. i don't want my vision to be blurred by tears. --- i still want to be your friend. who said past lovers can't be friends?
♥それだけ。 @ 1:16 AM
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