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Take my breath away


Au revoir

this lady.

I'm a cat with nine lives, but only one story to tell.

Rebecca Lo.
Singaporean and not proud of it.
Ngee Ann Polytechnic student year 3.
A3DA class 01; 3D Animation.
NP JTC Taiko member aiming for Tenko.

Anime lover. Rilakkuma fever.
Purple madness.
Hardcore Sixth Gun. \m/

In a mess.

replay.

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convos.

Sunday, February 12, 2012 ♥


i did some serious thinking again..

i need to be stronger.
i must be stronger.
"knock me down seven times, and i will stand up eight times."
life is a journey, many unknowns and adventures await.
whatever happens, it is not within our control.
first few years of my life.. i walked with my parents.
then, i started to walk alone on my journey.
until i met my first guy, we walked tgt.
then.. we met Cerberus in our journey.
it ate him up, and he was gone.
i was sad, heartbroken.
but i continued my journey.
few years down the road, i met you.
and, we were on this journey.
we survived 5 epic months tgt.
you were the best guy i ever had on this journey.
but.. one day, you knocked me down.
i expected you to turn your back against me.
but i didn't know you pushed me down so hard.
you continue walking down the road.
but i am injured so badly that, i cnt move on.
i will be stuck here forever.
those scars cannot be healed without the right treatment.
all i did was sit on the ground and look at your distant back view.
you have walked so far, i'm still at where you left me.
now, i just wanna stand up.
it's better than sitting down.
i'll stand up, and watch your back from here.
slowly, i will walk, though it's painful and i'm doing it alone.
then, i will catch up with you.
we cannot walk together anymore, so i will walk forward.
and i'll continue walking so i can put you behind.
let fate decide who i will meet again in my journey.
maybe i will be forever alone.
maybe i'll just get a puppy, nurture him into a fine dog like he's my child.
watch him grow old, and love him forever.
a dog is a good company for lonely people.
but in the end, the person i love most, will always be you.

so now.. even though i cannot move on yet, i will stand up.
i will watch you from afar.
i will smile, even though it's fake, even though i'm in tears.
i'll be strong.
and i will try not to cry, bcus i want to be able to see you clearly.
i don't want my vision to be blurred by tears.

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i still want to be your friend.
who said past lovers can't be friends?


♥それだけ。
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