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this lady. I'm a cat with nine lives, but only one story to tell. Rebecca Lo. Singaporean and not proud of it. Ngee Ann Polytechnic student year 3. A3DA class 01; 3D Animation. NP JTC Taiko member aiming for Tenko. Anime lover. Rilakkuma fever. Purple madness. Hardcore Sixth Gun. \m/ In a mess.	replay. Rebecca Lo Create Your Badge
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Saturday, February 11, 2012 ♥ i have many things planned ahead in my life. it seems to be so busy, so.. well prepared. it looks like i have no time to think of you at all. but no. the reality is that.. i just can't put it down. i have no motivation at all in my life. everything sort of lost meaning. i was working hard at first, to be the best and last girl of your life. now? people will tell me, not to work hard for anybody but for yourself. true, but who will understand how this feels? it's empty, it's a life that is empty. though i got so many things at hand. so many things i wanna do. it just doesn't feel the same when you have nobody to live for. wake up, eat, go school/work, eat, come home, eat, bathe, sleep. next day, repeat routine. it's missing the "being with you" part. ya, you'll prolly tell me, get over with it. move on with life though it's shit. stop being immature. find something better to do with your life. death is not the solution. but do you know how much pain do i live with each day? chest pain from fucking asthma. pain of studying in a class which lacks of compassion. pain of having a family who doesn't care shit abt you. pain of having to fake a smile every single day. pain of having you going through my mind. and the unexplainable, unstoppable pain from loving you. well, i have only myself to blame for having shit life like this. for having parents like this, for having such health condition.. for having entered this school into this class.. for meeting you in this damn school and falling in love with you. for believing in you and letting you into my life and loving you. for not being your best. and of course, for giving you a reason to end it. it all comes down to my fault. things just don't feel the same without you. ♥それだけ。 @ 8:07 PM