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Wednesday, March 7, 2012 ♥ -A dead smile- training camp was fun. although it was only for a day, i felt a stronger bond with my Taiko mates. "kizuna" ne. i really love you guys. <3 NP JTC Taiko is one of the main reasons that i am still alive. but then again.. in the end, i am still alone. despite all the fun i had with them, i felt lonely. i slept, all by myself in a room during camp, and i realized. at the end of the day, i am still alone. sometimes it's nice to slp alone, bcus then, i can cry without anybody knowing. it hurts so much. but still i love you guys. i mean, i really like spending time with you all. the only motivation for me to go to sch now and in the future, is Taiko. i hate my class, i have no motivation to go for lessons anymore. it's like.. dragging a lifeless body to school. i hate it. i'm dead serious abt finding anybody who is willing to kill me. if not, then i'm dead serious about suicide. no joke. but before that, i will live to see and play the ojime first. then i can die, somewhat in peace, but not entirely peace. i love you.
♥それだけ。 @ 12:50 AM
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