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this lady. I'm a cat with nine lives, but only one story to tell. Rebecca Lo. Singaporean and not proud of it. Ngee Ann Polytechnic student year 3. A3DA class 01; 3D Animation. NP JTC Taiko member aiming for Tenko. Anime lover. Rilakkuma fever. Purple madness. Hardcore Sixth Gun. \m/ In a mess.	replay. Rebecca Lo Create Your Badge
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Monday, March 26, 2012 ♥ -Family- been a while since i blogged. didn't really have the drive to write anything. but well, here i am. going through quite a bit this week. i figured, it would be better to write it down. a few days ago, dad scolded me. sister failed her maths test, and the blame was pushed onto me. he said, i didn't do a good job in teaching her. and it was my fault that she failed her test. okay, firstly, i am not her teacher please. i cannot be forever there to teach her. the school and its teachers are there for a reason. next, no one was blamed at the time when i failed my own maths test. why? bcus no one was to blame. it was MY own fault that i failed. and when my siblings fail, the blame auto shifted onto me. why? bcus i'm the older one who didn't teach them well. fucking tired of being blamed for everything. and so i shouted back at my dad. i know i was prolly sinned for doing that, it was wrong of me. but i don't give a shit anymore. he would keep blaming me for everything if i don't stand up for myself. sigh, shit family. but what makes me feel better is knowing that, i still have my Taiko family. i know i still have people whom i can rely on, people who i still love. being with them brightens up my day. well.. it kinda bothers me though. now, whether is it bcus of true passion that i like Taiko.. or is it bcus of them that i stay on.. after hearing from Shi Ning the reason why Wei Hau and Desmond quit Taiko.. i'm beginning to wonder myself. i know, it's not bcus of cca points. although i admit i do want cca points but even without them, i will still go for Taiko. hmmm. but one thing for sure, going into Tenko is my topmost priority. my passion will continue burning. a concert at least before i graduate huh..? fusion with Baracuda.. getting an okedo, fue, chappa, chanjiki (she spelled like this and i also don't know how to spell LOL)... everything is sounding good now. (: anyways, i was happy to have talked to Shi Ning just now. it felt nice to be able to talk to her, after all it's been a while since we last talked like this. as in, about serious stuff like how us Taiko ppl have been doing lately. as two people who share the same passion, there's so much to talk about. (: she's like a mum, and a big sister to me. (: i hope my friendship/sistership with her never ends. 86 days have passed since then. this feeling is still strong. ♥それだけ。 @ 12:43 AM