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this lady. I'm a cat with nine lives, but only one story to tell. Rebecca Lo. Singaporean and not proud of it. Ngee Ann Polytechnic student year 3. A3DA class 01; 3D Animation. NP JTC Taiko member aiming for Tenko. Anime lover. Rilakkuma fever. Purple madness. Hardcore Sixth Gun. \m/ In a mess.	replay. Rebecca Lo Create Your Badge
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Wednesday, March 7, 2012 ♥ i guess you don't know me well enough. do you know why i enjoy talking to Lw? well that's bcus, he always bothers to pry open my locked heart. even though i will still lock it up afterwards. you may claim to be my brother, but do you know what i'm going through now? do you know that your sister is this kind of a person? sorry to disappoint you, but there is more to me. you have only seen the surface of my personality. i'll say you don't know shit abt me. knowing me isn't about me opening up to you. i'm tired of opening up my heart to people anymore. and ya, i still sort of blame you for being one of the reasons to our breakup. you can call me a bitch for that, i know i am. but i can't help thinking like this. that's why i don't go out with you that frequently anymore. or talk to you like i used to. i don't hate you for being a cause of our breakup, bcus i'm at fault too. but this will forever be a grudge that i bear. i know i've got to bloody pick myself up. i know that love isn't all about the "warm fuzzy feeling" he gives me. but, do you know? do you know that, this "warm fuzzy feeling" is what i need now? but you don't know shit about the situation here. ya, i'm an idiot. life is not all about him. there's a lot more ppl who care about me. i'm stronger than i am. i know bloody well. but hell, do you know how much it hurts? you see him moving on with life. it seems like his life is so much better without me. i feel forgotten. do you know how much that fucking hurts? when this guy is all that makes you happy? who gives you a reason to work hard and succeed in life? who gives you a future to look fwd to? he used to be someone who got me so serious abt marriage. i had never thought abt it until i met him. he is everything to me. without him, this will be an obstacle i can nvr pull through. there are only two ways that i can get over this. 1. when i'm with him. 2. when i'm playing taiko. so, this is my life. i live it this way. if you choose to interfere with it, then don't say i affect your life. if you choose to leave, you may. bcus in the end, it goes to show that we all end up alone. ya, i am an idiot who will never learn. ♥それだけ。 @ 9:15 PM