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I'm a cat with nine lives, but only one story to tell.
Rebecca Lo.
Singaporean and not proud of it.
Ngee Ann Polytechnic student year 3.
A3DA class 01; 3D Animation.
NP JTC Taiko member aiming for Tenko.
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Thursday, May 3, 2012 ♥
hi.
i'm fed up with Maya for now.
it keeps screwing up so i'm leaving it aside.
i shall now have a break, yawns.
anyways, yesterday was our first Taiko session with our juniors.
i tell you, the future of NP JTC Taiko is even more bleak now with the new batch.
this batch of juniors, they are complete shit.
other than a few lah, who i can tell still got hope can implant passion in them lol.
but most of them i really can't be bothered with them zzz.
i've decided to give up on them when i asked my group of fresh shits why they joined Taiko.
one girl, joined bcus her friend joined.
okay nvm, can.
but then when she realized her friend wasn't in this division, she quit as soon as the session ended.
then of course got the guy who joined bcus he thinks he has a lot of experience in Taiko bcus he plays Taiko no Tatsujin.
another guy, joined bcus of cca points BUT.
BUT.
that guy can still be enlightened/saved/rescued!
bcus he needs c/a points, he will have to come for training.
and bcus he comes for training, he learns.
when he learns, he can perform for MORE cca points. (Y)
then some other guy who joined for idk what fuck.
he said he wanted to set up a new cca, a dance group.
eh bro, want dance go NRA and find ppl.
you come to Taiko and tell us you wanna form a dance group.
are you telling me you are trying to convert our Taiko/JTC members into your dancers?
for fuck's sake, you are here to make friends and learn the beauty/essence of Taiko.
not fucking tell us you are totally uninterested and give us a whole bull crap of forming a dance group.
that, i am totally most uninterested in.
then one more.
way this one i tell you.
the number one fresh shit that all of us Taiko ppl decided to hate on.
when i asked him why he joined Taiko, he gave me the most retarded answer ever.
"oh, my friends say i look like a drum, so i join Taiko."
the moment he said that, i feel like whacking him with my bachi.
well, he said he looks like a drum, and i don't mind having another nagado for free.
but then again, it would be most insulting to my bachi.
i'm all ready to kick him out of the club, if not for the fact that we are desperate for members.
there are more than just these few who are fucked up, but i shall not name them.
it would be too much for me to state everyone of them.
with all these ppl around screwing things up, i'm so not looking fwd to next week's Taiko training anymore, let alone Taiko bonding camp.
3 days with these ppl, oh god no.
well.. next week's session will determine the kind of people we will be training, what kind of training style will we be adapting etc etc.
i am not looking fwd to it, honestly speaking.
not that my passion for Taiko has burnt out or anything.
i'm just not eager to face the kind of juniors we will be taking.
right now they are still new, some have totally no knowledge of Taiko.
so, we won't go hard on them.
but i am still sticking with my principle.
i will rather our group to have a small amt of ppl than to have a large group of fucked up ppl.
those who are not interested at all, we will try our best to make them interested.
bcus it is our job to instill interest and passion in them.
whether or not they want to like and enjoy Taiko with us, that is their own problem.
those who will stay, will stay.
those who don't will get out.
i will do my part as a senior and be as much help as possible to the juniors, to Taichou and Otousan.
frankly speaking, i don't want to be scolded for not teaching the juniors well.
i don't want to be scolded for something that i love to do; for passing the knowledge of Taiko to other people.
okay, now juniors aside.. i'm still thinking about what Otousan told me.
he said last night, at the bus stop that.. soon enough i will encounter a lot of problems..
and when the time comes, do not hesitate to look for him if i need someone to talk to.
he offered me his 24 hr hotline only for privileged few lol.
but i'm confused..
i'm sort of doing fine now, just what kind of problem is he referring to..?
he told me not to ask, and that i will know when i am supposed to know..
i don't understand.
he said i am a female in calamity?? o.o
hmmm.
maybe, i am facing a lot of problems.
Taiko juniors, Maya, asthma, the future of NP JTC Taiko, my own future.. and him.
ya, maybe i am..
but well.. Otousan said he doesn't really care about my asthma.
that's sad.. but hahaha, who would?
i mean, it's my own health problems, why would he even care?
i am relieved, somewhat. (:
wow, that's a freaking long blog post. o.o
♥それだけ。
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