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Sunday, May 6, 2012 ♥ the performance today was pretty bad. we screwed up quite a lot, dropping bachi here and there.. i was very unhappy and disappointed after that.. prolly bcus the management crew had put high hopes upon us, and we couldn't meet up to their expectations. even though my Taiko kazoku did cheer me up but.. it's still bothering me now. at this rate, i'm not fit to be in Hibikiya. asthma caught me for a bit during performance just now. that was why i couldn't sustain for long.. why, why me? why am i the one with asthma? i just want a healthy body. i just want to play Taiko for life. i want to be able to eat chocolates, drink milo, run, modify gundams.. to spend more time with people i love, with him.. i'm scared, but i can't do anything. asthma isn't cough, it can't go away with just medication. there's so much more things that i wanna hold onto in my life.. but then asthma is like telling me to let go. today, i've come to realize again. i am not happy at all.
♥それだけ。 @ 11:08 PM
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