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Saturday, June 16, 2012 ♥ this blog post is sort of fatal. i know.. i'm breaking the "share-everything-with-you" and the "no-secrets" policies. i don't want to repeat the same mistake in my last relationship. i don't want to rely on this blog all the time. hopefully this will be the last time. sorry, i didn't mean to be sad or emo on the MRT just now. maybe i'm just tired, or maybe it's some other reason. i'm not too sure about it myself either. maybe it's because you haven't been in a r/s before. it can be because i'm expecting too much (am i?). well.. i'm that sort of girl who likes hugs and kisses. (-///- )> i give a lot of hugs and kisses.. it's okay if you don't return them.. but it hurt me a little when you tried to dodge away from me when i hugged/kissed you. made me feel like i'm just a very close friend to you. and you know, that KOI 25% sugar (:p) thing wasn't exactly what i was angry over. i was angry because you didn't hold me back when i asked you to go away. ): where's the cheese lol. xD okay, you must understand. girls don't mean it when they say "i hate you" to their boyfriend. it usually means "i want you to love me", ironically. when they try to push you away, it means they want you to hug them tight. so, i was pretty disappointed when you kept saying i'm evil. i know that you still don't understand female emotions yet. i'm also learning how to understand your emotions. maybe you can tell me how you feel about our r/s so far. i want to know if i'm too quiet, too forceful/bossy(?), too boring etc etc. sometimes i find myself annoying.. *twirls fingers* sorry dear, but i hope this hadn't affect our relationship thus far. like you said before, nothing will go between us desu ne. xD P.S i want my proper confession soon~ i mean, you have to give your mum a 交代 also lah. like, you've started dating like a week ago and she still doesn't know (or does she?). besides, i don't even know when is the exact date the two of us got tgt. that's kind of sad, for a couple to not know their monthsary. :/ P.S.S i know everything you do is for my own good. of course i will listen to you. you shall have your authority in this r/s. but don't be so fierce on me. >: P.S.S.S ずっと愛してる。 they say love is unconditional~ so i'm loving you everyday. <3 oyasumi!
♥それだけ。 @ 11:10 PM
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