Take my breath away
Au revoir
this lady.
I'm a cat with nine lives, but only one story to tell.
Rebecca Lo.
Singaporean and not proud of it.
Ngee Ann Polytechnic student year 3.
A3DA class 01; 3D Animation.
NP JTC Taiko member aiming for Tenko.
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Sunday, June 3, 2012 ♥
昨日は楽しい一日だった〜 ♪
yesterday, we went to Dunman High School for this JAS event thingy.
sort of like a Japanese culture event.
hrmmmm, it was more or less, the so called "last" outing before our CTs.
we had lots of fun, laughter and screams (for me) lol.
we went for the haunted house, when i clearly knew i was courting for my own death.
despite having Tristan, KC, CK and Jenson, i was still very much freaked out. OTL
i'm not cut for haunted houses/horror movies, yet i have a love for these kind of things. -_-
but i felt honored to be protected by 4 guys LOL.
and of course to be protected, by Tristan. (:
throughout the whole haunted house, i was screaming all the way.
even at the beginning, when there wasn't anything to scare us yet.
the BGM was scary enough to make me cry.
Tristan was like.. covering my ears, telling me it would be okay.
so, being protected from all 4 directions, we proceeded into the classroom-sized (yes, serious) haunted house, with me screaming at air.
then at one point, i was frightened pretty badly by a "ghost" and i just screamed and grabbed Tristan's arm.
by that time, i was alrdy crying lol.
i'm not sure whether was it me who hugged Tristan out of fear, but he gently pressed my head against his chest and told me it's okay. (':
i swear i was damn overjoyed, though i was crying lol.
and for the whole of ytd, we were holding hands. (is that a start? o.o)
i was glad he didn't like, pull back his hand all of a sudden or was startled.
he didn't shun away frm me as well.
how we ended up holding hands?
i was just.. clinging onto his arm as usual.
then i just played a bit with his hand and somehow, we interlocked fingers. ._.
ya, really, lol.
i like the feeling of his hand as much as i loved Lee Ming's one.
though his hand didn't have the strong feel, but it was warm and gentle. ^///^
the moment i heard he could play a bit of piano, i like him more.
the hands of a pianist and Taiko player are my favorite. <3
so, i held his hand throughout the day and i took the bus with him from East Coast back to AMK.
the bus was quiet and nice, and we talked about things other than Taiko.
i wouldn't say we talked alot but definitely it was more than usual, since it was just the two of us.
after that we arrived at AMK Hub and i wanted dinner while he accompanied me.
we took the escalator up to the foodcourt and i stood one step up the escalator, and turned to face Tristan.
it's like how couples usually stand on escalators.
the height was just nice, and i rested my head against his shoulder.
i love escalator rides ^///^ and the best part was when he was sending me to the MRT stn.
we took the long escalator down, and so i did the one-step-up thing again.
then he put his arm around my waist. :'D
yes, his arm around my waist.
though it was a bit awkward but i think that was a little (but good) progress. ^v^
and then he left after seeing me off at the stn.
i was of course hoping he would send me home but it was late and he hadn't eaten anything yet.
besides, it would be very inconvenient for him to send me home since he is living in AMK.
i managed to ask him out on the 17th, which is the first Sunday of our term break.
since there is the GSS going on, it's the best time to buy clothes.]
lol and i'm dragging him along because i love his company i admit.
when i told my sis, she was like "isn't shopping tgt a couple's thing".
that was exactly what i am planning.
i mean, i like him and i know, it's time i take initiative.
i've learnt, and been hurt too much from my past relationship.
i don't want to repeat my mistake again.
maybe on 17th, i will tell Tristan about my feelings for him.
i'm quite sure he noticed it alrdy.. since it was quite obvious.
but the way he responds to me.. it feels kinda ambiguous.
i can't be sure whether is that mutual liking.. >_<
now that i had held his hand, by right i should just stop here and not progress any further.
to be able to hold his hand, it's just.. shouldn't it be enough alrdy?
*sigh* but i've grown a stronger liking to him after ytd.
idk whether is it a good thing.
i'm only aware that i've fallen too deep into relationship matters again.
but i've told myself, not to let it affect my studies anymore, and it shall not.
maybe it was a little bit too much but i have to thank my Taiko family for what they have done to bring me and him tgt lol.
jya, i shall leave this post here.
♥それだけ。
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