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Sunday, July 22, 2012 ♥
Time flies really
fast.
Another semester is
coming to an end, before I even know it.
It only felt like
it has started not long ago.
Then it dawned upon
me, it’s going to be August soon.
Time always passes
so quickly, especially when you’re with someone you love.
It seems like you
just can't spend enough time together.
2 more days, and
it’s one month for me and my dearest.
Many things
happened in this month for us, but we managed to overcome all obstacles without
leaving one another.
It’s just like you
said, “Nothing can come between us”.
I’m really a
fortunate girl.
At first, I was
certain that our relationship would be impossible.
But fate must have
adored us and it decided to bring us together.
The feeling is
mutual between us, and up till now I still find it quite unbelievable.
I mean, I’m
probably the worse girl to fall in love with.
And I was confused,
why did he even like me in the first place.
But now, I don’t
need to know because when we love, we don't need a reason.
It took me long
enough to forgo all my feelings for Lee Ming.
Sure those feelings
were strong, and almost painful to forget.
But they were all
in the past and it doesn’t matter anymore.
Because what
matters now, is my world.
My everything, and
that is you.
The love you give
me, is a really simple feeling.
You show me your
love through the simplest, yet the sweetest way.
It’s the nicest,
most genuine feeling of love.
Of course, with a
little bit of selfishness here and there. (Snigger)
I can’t help but
just… want you to be here forever and ever and ever.
I know it’s a very
greedy desire, but the time we have together is just too precious.
I want to spend
every single day with you.
Folding origami
with you, singing random oldies with you, or just sit down and hold your hands.
Whatever it is, I
just want to be there beside you.
You’ll probably
tell me that you’re not the best guy in this world.
You’ll probably say
that you’ve made me cry so many times, and that you are useless and all.
I know I always say
that I hate you for not letting me eat my favorite food, for monitoring my
health so closely etc etc.
But dear, listen to
what I have to say.
You may not be the
best guy in this world, but you are the best boyfriend I have in my world.
Yes,
please don’t say no.
In
my eyes you are perfect, and don’t compare yourself with others.
You
are you, and it is you whom I love.
I
don’t need you to be the best, I just want you to be yourself.
Yes,
you might be the reason for all my tears.
But
I don’t want to be crying for somebody else.
Well,
except for my other loved ones, that is.
I
cry because I’m worried, I cry because I’m scared, I cry because I am afraid to
lose you.
That day, I was
really very worried.
I panicked, and it
wasn’t like any kind of fear I had felt before.
“Fear gripped my
heart” could not even describe what I felt back then.
The fear of losing
you and not being able to see you again is just terrifying.
It made me realize
how much you meant to me.
Please don’t say
you wouldn’t make me cry in the future.
I still want to cry
for you, but I want to cry tears of joy.
Since tears are
words that the mouth cannot describe, then my tears will express the happiness
that I feel when I’m with you.
So don’t say that
you’re useless, don’t ever say that.
In fact, I want to
thank you.
Thank you for your
existence.
It took me quite a long
while before I finally found you, but now that I’m with you, I will never leave
you.
Thank you for even giving
me a chance to love you, and thank you for loving me.
あいしてる。
♥それだけ。 @ 1:07 AM
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