Take my breath away
Au revoir
this lady.
I'm a cat with nine lives, but only one story to tell.
Rebecca Lo.
Singaporean and not proud of it.
Ngee Ann Polytechnic student year 3.
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Sunday, August 19, 2012 ♥
i can't fall asleep.
yup, can't sleep.
my eyes are so tired right now, but idk why, i just can't sleep.
maybe there's still a lot of things going on in my head.
i really shouldn't be thinking so much.
ugh.
spent the whole of yesterday outside.
went on a date with dearie in the afternoon.
my legs hurt from all the walking, but i had fun with dearie.
we went to Suntec, then to Marina Square, and then to Millenia Walk and to Clarke Quay. xD
we counted the number of baby prams we saw along the way.
kinda lost count in the midst of it, hahaha!
it would most likely be more than hundred though. xD
at night, we went for TAO concert.
it was simply.. amazing.
TAO's performance this year was even better than the previous one.
having watched their concert, my passion was reignited with a stronger flame.
there's still a long way to go for me, but i will work very hard.
although joining TAO is an almost impossible dream for me, i will set it as a target.
the concert ended in a short 2 hours, i was hoping for more.. but i enjoyed myself very much.
after that, me and dearie made an early move.
well, 10pm wasn't really early already, considering that we had to go back from Marina Bay.
besides, dearie wasn't feeling well since evening..
he looked fine in the afternoon, i wonder is it bcus i made him walk so much with me.. >:
sigh, despite him feeling unwell, i threw small tantrums at him again.
how inconsiderate and selfish can i get?
however.. i really felt a bit ignored then, during the period before we went into the theatre.
i wanted him to hold me, and talk to me..
but then he didn't..
when we were going home, i silently hoped for him to send me back.
but he didn't..
what was i thinking!
how could i expect him to send me home and go home late when he was sick?
i should have been more thoughtful.
he looked really tired and sick, and i couldn't do anything to help ease his discomfort.. >:
not knowing what to do, i teared up, again..
all that i know is to cry.. and nothing else but cry..
and he was the one suffering all the pain for me.
my tears, fell for the only one whom i love now and forever.
i am happy that, i have a reason to cry for.
i am tired of crying all alone, for something that i don't even know.
so.. just let me cry when i have to.
it's not your fault, sometimes i just need to cry to wash away all the trouble in my heart.
i might not be sad when i cry, and it never was your fault.
本当に泣き虫だよ、私。
don't ever blame yourself for making me cry.
just love me, and i know.. my tears are worth it.
thank you dearie.
you being there for me, it's more than enough.
i cannot ask for anything more.
don't say that you're useless or bad.
please, it hurts me more than anything when you say those things about yourself.
don't hurt yourself like this anymore.
♥それだけ。
@ 3:30 AM
@ 3:30 AM