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this lady. I'm a cat with nine lives, but only one story to tell. Rebecca Lo. Singaporean and not proud of it. Ngee Ann Polytechnic student year 3. A3DA class 01; 3D Animation. NP JTC Taiko member aiming for Tenko. Anime lover. Rilakkuma fever. Purple madness. Hardcore Sixth Gun. \m/ In a mess.	replay. Rebecca Lo Create Your Badge
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Tuesday, October 2, 2012 ♥ what's with the forcefulness. is that payback for my bossiness, my dominance? or is that acting? i told you i don't like it. i don't like being forced. i like the gentle and soft-hearted you. i just need you to be there for me whenever i emo. right now, your assertiveness is making me feel deprived of my will to feel sad. feeling sad is inevitable, it might not be because of you. it might not necessary be about myself or our relationship. i also never stop you from emoing, you never tell me when you emo. you turned to your phone when you could have told me. all i requested was for you to love me and comfort me when i feel emo. if you go berserk when i need you the most, who should i turn to? like i told you, when i emo/feel sad, it's not because you are unable to make me happy. whenever i'm with you, i'm always happy. happy because of the fact that you're here, and that i know you love me. if you go berserk i really don't know what to do. i don't know whether to feel scared now or what. maybe you are emoing after you read this. maybe you will be jotting down in your phone and keeping it from me again. i don't want sorry from you anymore. i just want to tell you this. it's not your fault okay. no sorry please. if not it's like you telling me to stop emoing. oh wait.. if you feel that you're deprived of the will to apologize, please tell me. i don't want this to turn into a forceful relationship. if you want to be assertive on me, fine. i will still love you because i'm happy being with you. but i don't like the forceful you, just saying. i'm not angry or anything. really, okay. if you want to think otherwise, also can. i might be assuming though. i mean, maybe you aren't emoing after you read it. fyi, i'm not emoing now. i seriously don't like you being assertive. this is not the way. if i ever get forceful, tell me. because i don't want a forced relationship. ♥それだけ。 @ 2:53 AM