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Take my breath away


Au revoir

this lady.

I'm a cat with nine lives, but only one story to tell.

Rebecca Lo.
Singaporean and not proud of it.
Ngee Ann Polytechnic student year 3.
A3DA class 01; 3D Animation.
NP JTC Taiko member aiming for Tenko.

Anime lover. Rilakkuma fever.
Purple madness.
Hardcore Sixth Gun. \m/

In a mess.

replay.

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No one else.

convos.

Thursday, June 20, 2013 ♥


slowly picking myself up from my pathetic state.
seriously, just get over it.
i have more things to worry about.
like upcoming taiko performances.
and not some stupid relationship thing.
forever doesn't exist, it never did and it never will.

time to sleep.


♥それだけ。
@ 4:28 AM




Thursday, May 30, 2013 ♥


went out to watch Fast 6 with a friend today.
i love the Fast & Furious series. 
the movie was really really awesome and exciting.
but.. well it didn't really take him off my mind.
still a little sad.
i miss his hugs..
he still hates me i guess.

he's not the bad person, i am..

♥それだけ。
@ 3:06 AM




Tuesday, May 28, 2013 ♥


2 confessions at a time wtf.
like, just.. no.
i mean, both of them are nice..
i've known them for quite some time..
i'm actually on close terms with both of them.
but i don't think i want a relationship now.
my heart is still.. with him.
i still cannot let go of my feelings for him.

i must not think about him..

♥それだけ。
@ 1:31 AM




Saturday, May 25, 2013 ♥


i heard he's doing fine.
so i guess, whether i'm there or not it doesn't make a difference..
in fact, i think it's better without me in his life.
i mean.. everything is now back to normal for him.

though i really love him, it's time for me to let go slowly.
thanks for the 1-2 weeks of time we spent together.
it was a short period, but it was really nice.
i can never forget 3rd May.
i'm sorry i wasn't able to help you quit smoking.. but please, quit it.
do it for yourself, for your health, for your family.

and also, i'm still sorry for what happened on that day.

♥それだけ。
@ 4:30 AM




Wednesday, May 22, 2013 ♥


a lot of people asked if i was okay today.
they said i wasn't quite myself. 
told them i was fine, and not to worry about me.
but am i really fine? 
it still hurts somehow, it's that pain i've known for awhile. 
forcing myself to not think of you is really hard.
i can't do that. 

it's okay, i'll be smiling again tmr.

♥それだけ。
@ 1:44 AM




Monday, May 20, 2013 ♥


i really want to talk it out with him.
but it's probably not a good time right now.
i know it will be really uncomfortable for him when i suddenly just.. force all my thoughts onto him again.
i don't want that, i have hurt him enough.
it hurts me too.
but lol, i know myself too well.
i would rather get hurt myself than to let him get hurt any further.

as long as he's happy now, i'm happy too.
so let nature take its course ba.

meanwhile, let me read up on some dessert recipes. *q*

♥それだけ。
@ 3:24 AM




Sunday, May 19, 2013 ♥


i told myself not to cry.
but in the end i didn't manage to stop the tears.
so weak. 



♥それだけ。
@ 12:44 AM